omg it's had been so long since i blogged..
about 10 days??
and this 10 day happen alot of things

phone lost, then result in alot of problems...
sch have racial harmony event need to sell tickets but it's so ex $5
primary problem is phone lost..
cause me so much problems..
dunno my dad will cancel my line anot..
then wan find frens oso cannot...
sian sia..

my bday coming soon tis sun and yet such thing happen to me...
sian sia..
i really no mood to live anymore...
everyday is dull to me...
no hp.. no life.. nth...
except frens..

actually im fortunate to have very close frens and good brothers...
they noe im having finincial problems and family problems..
when dine out when i dont have enough they will pay for me..
which i think is very good of them...
they are not very rich but they are able to do so..
i feel that i owe them too much

after some thoughts i might be givin up bball and work after my upcoming competitions
i really need money.. and my family too...
dad dunno how to think then spend money like water...
mum's saving is depleting at a very slow rate...
i have to do something NOW

so i will have to give up everything..
basketball... gaming... frens.. and work
basically hard to hang out wif frens when working

in channel 8 dramas i always see pp on bad terms wif dad
i dunno y but i always see
there are some whose kids not good wif mum...
but often is dad...
i dunno y.. is being a dad that bad?
y it happens to me as well?!?!!??!?!!??!?!?!
sigh...
no time to play... prob usin free time to rest..

/Hopped!
7:38 PM

>>>