i realise some of my student council frens are so stress up
for the whole day they can sit at home doin council stuffs
in and out of hse it's sch, sch and sch.

today went to sch for STA FOP briefing
managed to be the student leaders for the FOP
for me i've done tis role zillions of time, and i think i will do a great job
especially im the pioneer batch of the school.

i realise that the yr 3 are getting on very very well
but not me. yes i noe them but dun really get along well
wif the fact then im in a arts and design sch
i cant expect much sporty guys and gers in my course, as well as my sch
the guys are always dressing up whenever they come sch
and for me, i carried a big adidas big wif shorts and slippers.
even for sports, not alot of STA students are in it
but im glad that STA students are doin projects that stirs the sch

i cant rmb how many time you rejected me, and the word 'no'
but 1 thing i can definitely say,
other then that time that i treat, it has always been 'no' till now
i hated comparing, but i cant help but doin so
and i noe u will hate me for being so unreasonable
but reading wat he wrote,
i realise that u say 'yes' to him almost everytime

i think everything lies on me la... no matter wat
it's just me... i ask u out, 'no'
i ask u tis, 'no'.
i ask u that, 'no'.
everything is a no.
i dunno where u place me in ur life
i presume... it's somewhere behind?

seeeeeee.... im emo again.. zzzz

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7:13 AM

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hv been working for every weekends since last year's Sept
very tired
and i realise that i dont hv much time for some things

just got back from a midnite jog
the air is freezing, especially wearing jersey and sweating like dunno wat..
sian...
my day time is all occupied, and i hv to use my sleep time to jog.. zzz
im FAT!!!!! wif a tummy.. but i guess it wont affect my performance
hope so.. hope i can get into CSC tis yr.. heard that there's a reshuffle
zzzz

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10:42 AM

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just came back from class chalet
can say that it's quite a boring one
mainly because there is no bbq..
but we tried something new
steamboat in a rice cooker... lolx
food turn out to be nice... but we cook rice in a pot
which turn out like... dumplings?
pour 2 bags of rices into.. omg i dunno who did it

really very bored... guess wat? even during chalet
i still gather wif my final yr project team members
they happens to all came for the chalet
sat down at 12am to discuss our project..
omg wat a bunch of losers..

2nd stayed in chalet whole day...
played majong while i play my psp
somemore 2 peeps need to go home... even more sian
went to sakae for dinner, and it rains when we reach there..
so i think it's a blessin in disguise that we din hv bbq
haha...

got time upload pics...
btw.. my left ear still like partially deaf

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11:19 AM

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back from chalet on fri, but din hv the time to blog until now
so decided to say a bad news

my left ear is injured, receive a impact on my left ear
shall not go into details wan to noe pm or sms me
(if u care for me, muhahaha)
the impact cause my inner ear not to receive sound properly
which means i can't listen wif my left ear well
so now it's left n rite ear listen to 2 different vol of sounds
when blasting my mp3s via earphones,
my left ear is like receive half 1/3 of the amount of vol receive by my rite

good game...

anyway brought a psp,
primary reason i wan to get rid of my maple addiction.
to get rid of an addiction, we will need another one, and i choose PSP
haha...

sick of life...
wif my left ears, i cant really work very well
not yet played bball, but hope it wont affect my performance
but rite now, i cant really see well, and think well
and perhaps, i'm getting a tumour inside
muhahaha..

wish me luck...

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9:07 AM

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after 3 days of sun burnt, my skin are starting to peel
zzzz...

somemore this morning still play bball under the sun,
went home bath n rest
evening went out to play again...
this is the holiday then i play bball the most compared to my yr 2's holidays.

i'm super tired now...
physically totally exhausted.. and i din went out to jog in the midnite
i think the last time was the last week..
this week and next week not free, coz got chalet
and i doubt i will be ok at nite to job

anyway buying psp soon, but come to think of it
i dont really need it
usually i will sleep on bus n train
which defeats the purpose of buying one to play
my iPod mini is good already.. perhaps?
should i buy or not?

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9:26 AM

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1 word... sun burnt
red as lobster, and it's giving my problems.
sweating like hell when there's no fan,
and hv to ask moisturiser from my female frens...
zzzzz...


tio owned

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11:40 AM

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went to the gym again tis morning
gonna chiong alot, hoping then i can be stronger when sch reopen.
went to buy ankle weights after gym at TM, $33.90.
i need to when im goin out to jog at nite.
i'm super lonely when i jog at nite, but it's cooling.
no cars, few pp, but super eerie when i take the short route.
who is free to accompany me?

b4 i buy my ankle weights i went to Simei to buy mouse,
because my desktop mouse simply sux, and it's lousy.
cause quite a number of deaths when i'm gaming, and i need a good one
$28, but $25 for members. shacks.
i din bring my bro's card, $3 more sian.

at evening i went to play bball at CC and 450.
at CC i perform well,
but went to 450 wif 1 of my fren there slack and shoot, form no more
then got tis 2 guys wan play 2v2, then i ok lor thought play play onli
guess wat? they play super rough.
i rmb the 5th ball that they scored, it was in my possession.
then 1 guy run behind me, i saw and avoid.
but he knock my arm away, and i lan lan lor.
stare at him. nvm.
later on 3 on 3 they oso hit my same arm again.
now my rite arm totally weak.
no choice but to use my left arm to play already, and im super piss off
manage to elbowed them, and get some small dirty tricks in return.
in the end we won, but it's a hard fought match.
rite arm super pain now.
tml morning still hving trainin in sch.
i dont know wat to do, sure slack and play very lousy like dunno wat.

i realise i prefer to keep things to my own.
and writing down in blog.
because my blog is so dead. no one tags, and i guess no one read.
i dun talk much already, going to be emo
i hate it, but wat to do?

dun talk to me about my problems, because i wont talk anything about it
it's hard to find a good fren, or rather a best fren to share things.
all i hv is a good or best fren outside to play, and my brothers to play
i cant find any to share things, and even if i wan, those pp talk like so sian
so how to expect me to share things?

perhaps i should start a new blog already, for personal.
simple layout, no tagboard, because i wont leak the address out.

i will no leak it out, even if you are my good fren outside
or my church mates, or my best kar kias, playing karkias
school frens, and whenever people are concern.

perhaps my God sisters Gloria and Jane will know
PERHAPS onli, sry ar. if u wan to know u all call me or wat i see first
hate me or wat curse me or wat, i wont leak the address out

but dun worry i will still tag at other's blog, or perhaps not.
i dun wan pp to take notice of me, coz i noe im nth in others' life
God knows my problem even when i dont share wif anyone

there is a saying, not sure the exact one, but this is the rough idea.
"dun find pp to play a part in others life,
but play a part in others' life."
i saw it from dunno where very long ago..
but i still rmb the meaning.
i've been tryin to do my part, but sadly i realise none notice me
fine then, i'll stop doing it.

from now, find me go out chill and play play can.
but when it comes to share things, no way.
sharing abit yes i will because i respect the concern from my frens
but more, NoNoNo

pls respect my decision, and dun force me to do things i dun wan.

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7:24 AM

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im super packed wif lotz of stuffs now
as im goin year 3, i'm gonna focus alot on my final year project
and during the last meetin,
allocated the assistant director of my project.
and for my project, i'm going to do the logistic and alot of things.

there is a upcoming nite cycling cum savanger hunt event organise by my church, and me, SF n LY are invited to help in this event, something like sub organisers.
i'm planning the route coz i'm more familiar wif the East side,
and the rest are planning on the game.
i hope it's a good one, coz i'm not feeling good about it, haha.

2 weeks of holidays will we past soon.
next week is my brothers chalet, wif one of them having bday party
and the week after next is myyr 2 sem 1 class's chalet.
i hope these 2 chalet will be a good one.
i wan to enjoy my best b4 i go yr 3 to start my stressful yr.

somemore now i'm going to gym.
i need to train more for my sports, and at the same time
i need to train on my sports. sian. gonna die soon.


someone pls kill me

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9:17 AM

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sat nite went to Katong and game wif my brothers till 2am plus
thought we can take NR7, but then we rest the at 7-11 for about 3o mins
then walk around to realise there is none.
we walked from Katong to near Eunos then decided to take cab
there are 7 of us, how to take?
but fortunately, we are a bunch of lucky chaps.
1 kind uncle is willing to bring us back tamp if we have ways to sit in.
me being the tallest guy wif the longest leg,
i have the honour to sit infront, not need squeeze, haha.

reach back Tampines about 5 plus, slept at the time going six,
then woke up at 830 for church.
of coz, fall asleep during service, lolx.

today is yuan xiao jie aka the last day of the Chinese Lunar New Year
our church de aunties prepared yu sheng for us, the whole church
we are ask to gathered in our cell to eat the yu sheng and to mix it around
after that we have photo taking for each cell and each ministry in church
a fun day! but tired

i'm working at nite and i'm happy then i can finish it without feeling tired
tml goin sch for final year project meetin gonna turn in already
and i've onli slept for 3 -4 hrs.. zzz

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10:21 AM

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yeah! this is the 100th post for this blog.
i rmb that i din reach so much in my previous blog...
today is a tiring day for me... real tiring...

i have basketball trainin in sch at 9am, and i reach at 845.
strangely, no one turn up yet, so i wait until 910 then some came.
lols. the coach said he will come at 930,
but we wait till 10 plus he still not here.
so we start playing matches, 3v3 , 4v4 , and 5v5 untill 1130
then coach came, lol.

he has a match in the morning, not he play, is primary school de E-zone
today my stamina sucks totally. first few rounds i can chiong alot
but the 4th and the 5th round, my brain starts spinning.
and i feel that i'm running out of breath,
and tis pull down my performance.
luckily for the 5v5 matches im able to maintain my stamina and finish
won all of the 5v5 matches, which i think i have already given my all.

i went to Ikea wif mk n Chan Hong because i wanted to buy a comp. desk
we went to courts first, and chat wif Yujie awhile then go to Ikea.
actually Courts quite smart.
you will have to enter the shopping area from level 3, and exit onli at lvl 1.
in this way, you will have to walk through the whole of Courts.
smart rite?

went to Ikea after that, which i think is better.
after that walk till 4 plus sms Yujie that i can go eat wif her,
but came to know that some of my cell members are coming too.
they said they will reach at 5. so i think ok, i can wait.
i have to reach Tampines at 6, so eat till 530 still got time go back.
so me n my frens slack at the Ikea's restaurant and cafe
from 1 hr from 4pm - 5pm.
then i msg them wat time they coming and they told me 6pm due to rain.
zzzz

so i fed up, tell my frens and i will eat with them,
finish up our food in 20 mins and then went back Tampines.
i dont even noe they coming if i did not go Courts and Ikea to look for my computer desk.
sigh sigh...

went to book chalet at nite for Terence's bday.
gonna be a big bang... muhaha

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10:11 AM

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