my upper body is aching badly.
last tue went to the gym, and i chiong alot.
the next morning, muscle ache. shacks.
i think i chiong too much already, expecially long time nv go gym.
i rmb the previous time i went gym was secondary 4?
xox

im suppose to go on thurs, but as my body still aching, i've cancelled it.
friday is my bball trainin and if i'm unable to recover fast, i'm gonna die

i hate raining days, stayed at home the whole day.
and tml, which is thurs, majority of my frens are taking their last paper
so there will be alot of activities coming up for me.
muhahah

*ouch

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11:31 AM

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it has been 1 week plus since i blogged.
a lot of things happened during this week, but i'm glad that it's good
and the most happy thing is that i hang out quite often wif my God sisters, Gloria and Jane
i din have much time with them ever since i graduate from secondary school.
we went to their netball coach's hse for visiting last Fri with some of the gers,
sadly not alot turn up.
anyway after that went to watch Norbit.
it's a funny show thou, if any of u wan to watch comedy, it's a good show for laugh.

2 weeks of holiday had past, and i realise i din achieve anything.
my basketball trainin is starting tis week, and i need to go gym to train myself.
i want to be of a battle build, and i wonder how i will fare in basketball when i achieve that
well, i decided not to participate in any Dota and gaming competitions,
partly because i need time to do my fianl year project,
as well as building up my body, especially improving on my basketball skills.
so i intended to become stronger after this holiday.

i was thinking of mapling, hardcore mapling.
but what it gives me is ingame recognition, a virtual reality world.
that is not i want.

i just return from a movie wif MeiLan aka Dajie
although she's younger than me but i call her dajie
because in her family, she's more like a mother then dajie
i salute her, so call her dajie.
we watch "follow the law" by Jack Neo.
the show reflects how Singapore society is, and i totally agree.
quite a sad and direct show, but with lots of humour.
after the movie we went to the coffee at 445 to eat and chat,
from 12plus to 1 am, talking about church stuffs and some frens thing.

well, got to go already, tml meeting my fren for gym in the early afternoon.






which suppose to be the time when i wake up during the holidays. =)

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10:07 AM

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the moment the countdown finishes,
i've been staying awake and game till 630 then sleep
actually i did not feel any sign of tireness, but what to do?
i've to sleep because she ask me to, no need shou shui till like that.

ever since my parents break up,
(not divorce yet, staying under one roof but different rooms)
CNY has totally changed for me.
usually the 1st day my dad's side will visit us, but no longer now.
last yr was a bad one,
but this year, i can't believe that i'm doin the planning of visiting

went to 3 houses today, and i'm super happy.
i can say that the 1st day of CNY tis yr is the best throughout my whole life
compared to the 1st day of CNY in my early yrs.
and guess wat? 1 of my cousin is in the same poly as me, but yr 1, turning yr 2
she said that she had seen me around in sch, but dunno my name so nv call
same as me i dunno her name, but i nv see her in sch b4.
tis is such a small world, hope that i can see her when the sch reopens
and i forgot to ask for her name, shacks.

super happy tis yr, hope that my every yr CNY will be happy too.
=D

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7:34 AM

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it's a tiring day for me, for me being out the whole day.

started off when i went out wif Mk Gloria n Sirong
meeting them for Seoul Garden.
actually there is Jane,
but in the monrning she msg me that she needs to go her aunty hse,
so she can't turn up.
i promise next time you both free, we go movie and eat again
haha

Mk treated the gers for the meal, and i can see that they damn happy.
we ate for like 2 1/2 hrs, playing wif the bbq area.
adding icecream, pouring all those unwanted food inside.
kind of disgusting to see these things boiling.

after the meal we went walking around TM,
and after that m n Mk are suppose to meet our brothers for dinner and movie
but the movie that we wanted to watch is all full for the early timings
all that left is 10 and 11 plus.
most of my brothers cant watch so late as they have plans the next morning
so cancelled and played bball instead.

our nite activities is good and exciting.
but unfortunately, KK fell down while cycling
we need to pay responsibility
since he came out wif us and injured,
we think that we should bring him back home safely.
but i can't believe that he's such a loser.
he injured his another leg as well. such a laughing stock.

im gonna game soon, got to go.
byebye

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9:59 AM

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it's a moody day for me.
sat infront of the desktop for the whole day,
mapling and DOTA.

not mood to do anything.
in the evening, i went for bball
but who noes, im not in the mood to play.
play like shit today..zzzzzzz

zzzzz

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7:18 AM

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i have nth to say already, she told me a different thing from ur blog.
i hate to say tis, but i cant stop goin to her blog everytime i online.

when i asked whether she's free on v'day or not,
she told me she gonna have a busy week.
but in blog, she's actually free to go out wif another person.
it's like the same story as last yr
am i pissed off? definitely.
how would i not be piss off for knowing tis?

i have a question in mind.

Did you take me in existence by doing another thing when you tell me this thing?

i don't know why for both yrs, she will choose to go out wif another person
but not me.
she told me that she'll be busy on that day,
yet she's able to go out in the end.
sigh sigh sigh.

i'm feeling very pissed off now, and angry.
i can't think well already, and in my mind, there is only 3 words...

DAMN PISS OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to think of it, i realise something.
whenever i asked her out, she will reply "don't know".
and confirm wif me at a later date.

i hate hearing the sentense 'i don't know','i don't know'.
it's freaking irritating. it is like everytime when i ask her out,
this sentense will pop up, and wat can i do?
the result is "no". there is no need to ask more

it's hard to dig out a 'yes' from her when i want to date her out.
no matter wat i do, i just can't get her attention.

i'm feeling very pissed off now, and angry.
i can't think well already, and in my mind, there are only 3 words...

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DAMN PISS OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s: you should noe who u r, and think how u treat me differs from how u treated him. i'm extremely upsad over this incident, and hope u can give me an explaination.

if not, i will take it as you dun need and consider me as a friend.
i repeat it again.
if not, i will take it as you dun need and consider me as a friend.

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8:16 PM

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again, no dates for v'day tis yr as well.
for the whole day, i slack at home,
playin maplestory and DOTA

evening time went to play bball
but the courts are all empty
even worse than during school days.

funny? yeah...
i rmb last yr's v'day i went to play bball too
but the case is not so bad last yr.
at least, i have alot of frens to play.

happy Valentine's day to all (belated)

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10:04 AM

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finally, i've come to the end of my yr 2 in poly.
looking back, it wasn't a pleasent one, or a happy one.
i did not really achieve anything big, hence im not very contented wif myself
i always have the mind to do something big,
but dun have the heart to execute it out.
sign...

today is the last day of my school.
class doesn't feel happy, don't have the mood to do anything
fortunately, my fac today screen movie the whole day.

going year 3 the next time sch reopen
poly life seems so fast to be gone.
seeing all my yr 3 friends that is graduting this year,
kind of not very happy, as i will have lesser friends in school
but nevertheless. the new batch of yr 1s are coming in
hope then i can noe more frens from there =)

it's odd to have meetings on the last day of sch,
and for student council, we have 1.
and for the student union, there is also another one.
*grins

for Student Council, we are discussing about the FOC,
which is Freshman orientation camp
i've been allocated being the team leader, together wif 2 of my friends as well
we are the head team leader, and later on when we recruit helpers
they will be under us.
haha.

the good thing being in SC is that i can manage pp
not onli the fun of managing people,
but i can also learn stuffs from them

sigh sigh........
year 3 is nearer than wat i though
Republic Poly is really not a stressful school
provided that you manage ur things well...
and u will realise the time flies...
at times, i will miss my secondary days,
whereby i can mess around in sch,
and the most stress we can have is hw and studies

but now, class polities, projects and friendship.
as for friendship, the problem does not lies on me, is my friends.

being the last day of sch,
for some reason, early in the morning there is tension already.
between me n 1 guy, which is in my team for final yr project
being quite stubborn, he did not think twice b4 doin things
not onli once but alot of times
keep venting anger and stress out
by kicking distbins and shouting in the canteen
can't he think of the pp around him?
there are so many strangers around yet still do these kind of things
totally sick of it.

i dun hate my sch....
i just hate my batch New Media students...............

cheerios! for me having such a "wonderful" schoolmates.



































='(

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10:58 AM

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i feel that i look more like a photographer already.
as a publicity head officer for Student Council,
i have been allocated the task of taking photo for 2 events,
RP idol, and Mr and Miss RP, on 2 different days.

photographers have the freedom to move around the stage,
be it close up to the contestants, or command people to smile when i take.
sounds cool? i simply love the job.

hope that i'm able to get a job of free lance photographer
be it weddings ot birthday parties, as long as i'm able to make money.
on the other hand, i'm interested in making short filmm
and my basketball IG's advisor actually recommand me to do it for money
not the bad way,
is that for people's wedding.
it goes like this...

in the morning, i will be able to go to the homes of each couples and record,
record their feelings and views,
and some words if they have something to tell each other.
basically, it's all about recording the day and afternoon on their wedding night.
and then, i have around 2-3 hours to digitise the tape into viewable format,
and on the wedding dinner, i can show it to all the friends and relatives of the newly wed couples. sounds cool rite? i think i got alot to learn from.
and wif that, i can charge a small sum of money. COOL!

anyway, this is the last week of school, with 1 more day to go on Monday.
on Thursday, we have a 'black' class.
basically, we have a teacher who wore black,
full black from shirt to pants, for the whole 16 weeks that he teach us.
even when we see him outside, he's still the same.
hence i suggested to wear all black on that day, and i wore formally!
here are some pictures that we took --->


















cool yeah? still have more to more on come for Friday's lesson
will upload as soon as i got the photos.
black OWNS!

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7:13 AM

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no one bothers about me and my feelings
"treat others the way you want others to treat you"
that's what i rmb from the bible

but im getting a different reaction back
i have no best frens to share problem and to talk to
for me to concern but not getting it back...

tis is my life...
my life so sucky

PUI!

/Hopped!
8:16 AM

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i hate my tis sem's class
damn lots of polities..
again i'm complaning about it...
both sides are my friends...
don't know who to help...

my class had a heated argument tis afternoon over an art piece..
an art piece which has alot of photos pasted and overlapping.
i will name Ger A and B
some of A's photo had been pasted in a way that it overlaps B's face
B started to get angry over tis SMALL issue
decided to call her frens to spam A's blog in her chatterbox
posted comments on her entry with so harsh words...
comeon man.. u r a Christian and you don't know how to settle things properly?
although no vulgarities, fortunately
but the way A is handle this issue is way too extreme..
imagine over a small issue, you can call all your friends to bully

oh my goodness that's so childish!
when im in sec 1 sec 2 im in gang...
i oso did such stuffs...
calling them to come to my fren settle problems
but fortunately im able to get out of it...
it's way too childish man...

i'm envy of A able to stay cool throughout the argument
if it was me, i guess the tables would have flew dunno where
some people went out of class to stay out of this issue
claiming to be "neutral".. just like me..
but to me... i still know who they will side

this class is starting to get on my nerves...
which so much "clans" around
i dunno wat to do..
i'm in a so call 'neutral' clan
but in tis neutral clan.. there are politics as well.
and one of my ex classmate from last sem..
suppose to be quite good... had been ignoring wat i said and ask quite a few times
finally today the same thing happened to me

we are walking out of sch when they suddenly stop without any reason
i asked him:"why are we standing here?"
again no reply, and he turns to talk to another guy
i ask again "why are we standing here?"
again no reply...
gettin abit piss off..
i keep repeating, each time raising my voice
in the end, no one bothers me
and i walked away, then he come and apologise
do you think it had any use?
i dont think so

if tis scenario happens again..
i will do the same thing


fortunately it's goin to be the end of my yr 2
which means i will have a new class next academic year
hope i wont get such a sucky class


*turning emo ................................................................
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E37D, the worse class even in my life

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7:49 AM

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finally back to sch..
after like 2 weeks of gaming and resting at home...
got to do an art exibition
gonna post some pics once im done wif it..
my team art piece... haha..

for some reason, the new yr atmosphere is not there tis yr..
i would say that it's more when im in secondary sch..
because we have CNY celebrations
and we are still young still have time to play
but now.. poly is so bored..
there is little atmosphere for CNY
not onli tis yr.. last yr as well
sian...

designing for tee shirt for Celine is done.. finally
hope it can be printed and everything is ok..
hoping to see another of my design to be printed..

for some reasons, i started to be like last time..
gettin jealous over things concerning her...
like goin out.. and watch movie..
i dunno y.. but i keep thinkin of it whenever i sleep...
i just cant get it over.. and keep thinkin y is she treating me like that..
did i treat her not good? no.
and i think the problem lies wif her, not me.
sign... im freaking vex over tis issue..
alot of "why(s)" in my head...
hope to clarify but scare got quarrel..
somemore she's having exams soon.. sian sian..

sick of life...
y cant my life be simpler?

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7:21 PM

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mon tue n wed...
all i din go sch...
partly is sore eyes..
secondly is gaming... maple and dota...
think im getting more problems already..
mon n tue maple too much...
fingers aching... coz long time nv maple for so long then suddenly chiong

wed went to play bball...
starting no form keep losing
until like 3 rds like that my engine started..
manage to get back form already..
really damn shiok the feeling...
machiam nth can stop me...
partly is i team wif my fren which our communication damn good
somemore we play speed de...
then manage to get my form..
lolx...
sian sian

the thur went to sch sibei sia...
kana a damn screwed up situation..
got tis art exibition comin up...
and my team haven even noe wat to do...
i have a SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER slacker in my grp...
doesnt give ideas... there criticise our ideas..
reading online comic strip from day to night..
see her in my team i feel like goin home already...

then today think of an idea for the exibition
i thought of one and it's workable...
think of lotz of factors and the mechanism to build the structure
then in the end they choose another idea...
which is like damn hard to accomplish...
somemore the idea alot of things unsure...
how to finish it?

tis class i have totally no motivation to do any work...
super slack... which affects me to slack oso...
cant think of ideas...
whenever i ask during brainstorming pp can ignore me one...
then msn and do their own things
the NEXT time i gonna shout already...
since 1 more week to the end of my yr 2....
hope my next class will be a better one...

school life is screwed up!!!!

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7:00 AM

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