so busy with sch work and no time to blog
just came back from FLAME award, and the theme was international mafia
i dress up as a hongkong mafia, full black shirt, pants, blazer, and shoes
and i finally noe that my hair still can spike, lol
gonna get myself a bottle of hair spray and wax soon

FLAME award was rather nice
it's for awarding people with high achievement in their clubs and IGs
so sucky, my yr 2 was doing projects and events for the whole sch
and i'm not in my sch(design sch) management committee
hw i wish student council could hv organized such an award ><

that's all, pretty lazy to blog

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yes, i hv so much things to rant
din blog for 3 days and i got tons of stuffs
pls bear wif me

just came back from ITE Simei
they had their Student Council Investiture
and God, 16-18 Exco members, 50-60 sub com members
WTF!
learnt lots of things there, got to buck up man

Exco meeting on Fri was a killer
here are the task i need to do:

1. Student Council Banner (2, 1 big 1 small)
2. Mr and Ms RP Poster
3. Mr and Ms RP website (i need website pros, pls help)
4. "Who got talent?" poster (RP's event)
5. RP SC shirt and windbreaker (write proposal)

gonna die soon, FYP 10% completed
10%!!!!! XD

doesn't sound like i hv alot
but all these takes up alot of my time

oh ya, last thing b4 i sign off

Calling All Ex-EVSS pupils who wish to come back and serve the school andcelebrate key school events (e.g.,Speech day, Sports & Games Day, SLF,Teachers' Day etc) with us. EVSS is running a mass recruitment drive for ex-pupils who are keen to be EVSS alumni members:

Venue: East View Sec School Canteen
Date: Saturday 8 Dec 2007
Time: 4.00-5.30pm
Attire: Smart casual

Current Alumni members are alsoinvited to attend!!!Pls RSVP to me by 1 Dec 2007 if you are keen as we are catering Hi-Tea forall alumni members and all interested member s-to-be!

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many things i've done today

finally got myself to do FYP
managed to discussed what our installation is really like
what can 4 guys do? some gay sh!t
but still we would like to complete it and make it good

went to school to return photoshoot equipments
had an EXCO photoshoot ytd
and sucky, i had to redo my posters alot of times
i've 1 problem with me, i always make small mistakes
for that, i've to keep editing
i ought to change and be careful

went to meet Zhenling and Yujie
have this really 'epic' cell chirstmas party sometime next month(like de... it's chirstmas!)
glad that we have come out with some 'meat' for the party
and discovered that YJ has quited JC, guess it's too stressful afterall
it's not that i nv read your blog, is i nv read that "particular" part

*some facts i've discovered
1. i look better w/o specs, but still sucky
ytd dress formal + blazer, and i cant tie a tie
asked the girls from chearleading to help me, and the asked me take off my specs
next thing i heard 'hey songde looks better without specs!' (i can swear to God =D)

2. im hooked to heroes(series)
it's really a good show
about this cranky group of pp who discover they hv super powers
i like the cheerleader who has this super natural regeneration
imagine i sprain my ankle during competition, and i twist it back
cool, back to court ^^

3. i hv potential but lazy
a fac wrote me this comment
"when you put your mind to it. you will generally perform well. today you had alittle of a struggle."
he approach me and say that i can do ALOT better
i can even survive the post production 4 weeks ago and complete the jobs of 4 people
1 man show, he gave me an A
i think i'm going to let him down this time

SongDe, u really need to wake up and get urself to work

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skipped sch today becoz played com till too late, was very tired tis morning. went back to sleep after my breakfast and got nagged by mum. i deserved it.

something good happened today.
i wanted to set up an east view alumni, thinking that evss dun hv. in actual fact, EVSS do hv an alumni, but is super duper inactive. the chairperson is about 28 yrs old nw working, and the teacher in charge is having a hard time getting him and the rest of the members. Sirong has gotten the contact of the teacher in charge for me, and she is super glad that i appeared. she might be planning an alumni dinner somewhere 1st week of December. Perhaps, she will elect a vice chairman for the alumni, and chances are she will choose me. to all my fellow east viewaians, please vote for me!(if that day comes)

muahaha, sleep

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today was a tiring day, woek up at 6am to go school for a School of Science event, eco picnic. It's so stupid i feel, and i slept in the Council room, slacking there most of the time. i onli went out for 10 mins at the park to see how is the event. Majority of them were RP helpers who are in need of CE points, lol these losers! jkjk

anyway, something really brighten my mood for the day. i was sleeping in the Council room when some of them were chit chatting about actors' and actresses' blog. PK mention about Felicia Chin and i jump up from my armchair(i was sleeping on it). i borrowed his laptop and went Yahoo! for it. indeed, i've mention to find it, AND I'M SO SO HAPPY!!!

for those who don't know me which actors and actresses i like, i like Nicholas Tse for actor and Felicia chin for actress. she's too a camwhore, bringing a camera around taking photos, but she's really cheerful, as if everyday was a sunday. i've also found out that she has a fan club which was opened like 3 yrs ago, onli managed to meet her to celebrate her bday this yr! i want to join!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okok got to sleep, and get back to reality

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I seriously have not been blogging for the past week. Recently i'm KO-ed with flu, cold, headache, muscles ache, sore throat, and a slight fever. I was bed ridden for the whole of Tueday, and guess what? I did not check my webmail untill wed, and i had 85 new mails. Wow!

I always wanted to get a new shoes, but can't seems to find the one i like. Usually the shoes that brought are love at first sight, buy on the second time. But sadly, not this time round. ><

1 week holidays are over and my FYP has not even started, only book the room for our installation. I hope we can rush finish by the deadline.

Actually a lot of small small things happened, but i decided to list down some important points.

1. admit you are wrong

It's hard to admit you are wrong, and it will end up in a quarrel. Sometimes, if are think that you are the right one, find reasons to make your stand. If everyone else disagree to what you think is correct, please be sensible and think again. Recently something happened, not very big, but really pisses me and other people off.

scenerio 1:
My friends played DOTA against AI, and suddenly the programme close down with a error pop up. What is the first time that come to your mind? 1 smart alex say: "oh, the AI see us winning, hence depleting all their mana, or some sort making the error message out so we won't win." WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we thought he was joking, so we tease him back, but he kept on making his stand, telling us that what he said was true, because AI doesn't want us to win! This is totally crap. I've been WCG marshall for 2 whole years. I've seen error messages during competition, and it's because of a bug, a bug that people did it without knowing it. My friends and i knew that it's because of the bug, but the smart alex die die say is AI fault.

scenerio 2:
On the council admin room door, someone place the notice 'works in progress'. We did not notice untill a guy with a strong english background saw it and find it wierd. All of us think again and it should be 'Work in progress', without the 'S'. We agreed already, and that smart alex said 'why cannot works? can ma, you see ar......"

We were like WTF? He even say that i don't know anything act know. The notice is alraedy grammatically wrong, and he said that it's correct, and tell me not to act as if i know. BWG.

2. Control your emotions
When a person i angry or being pressure, the way how he/she handle things will determine the ability of the person to control his temple, which simpily show the amount of EQ he/she has. From what i feel, if a person is able to hide all his/her feelings, but vent out on the correct time, at the correct place, it' s considered good.

I've seen people losing tempers here and there, which pisses me off. I'm trying to learn to control, and i dare to say that i'm not a person with perfect EQ.

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For the first time, I FAIL MY NAPFA! DAMN IT!
My scores are below

shutter run - 9.3 sec - 5 points
sit and reach - 43 cm - 5 points
sit ups - 46 - 5 points
2.4km run - 10.48 mins - 3 points
stand board jump - 234 m - 3 points
chin up - 0 - 0 point
Total - 21 points (silver)

Nice points eh? But 1 station fail means all fail, shacks.

For chin up, i have not even do one yet, and i pulled 1 muscle that is needed to do the exercise. After that, no matter how many times i try i still can't go up.

I'm quite disappointed about my Napfa this time. For 2.4km run, i did extremely well for the first 2 round, but the last round my calf muscle give way, and i could not run as fast as i did the first 2 round. For the first time i get 2 digits for my 2.4km. I'm damn disappointed in my performance, especially 2.4km run.

I have no mood to do anything. And thanks Meixuan, Serina and Ariel for trying to console me, but sorry i'm still sad. >< Can't believe you 3 came to the Council room and find me.

I feel that when a girl console to a guy, he will find find hard to reject but she's a girl. He will tend to open up a bit and listen, so in the end ok abit. Guy console guy, he will take the guy as his real friend, listen abit, but in the end ignore. But still, the guy will fall under his 'true friend' list.

But, for a girl, when a guy trys to console her, she will tend to reject. If not, when she is in the bad mood, he will find the guy irritating, and say some really nasty stuffs. Another scenerio would be that the girl open up and listen abit. Notice now there are 2 choices, but i usually got the 1st one, which is quite sucky.

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