went to the gym again tis morning
gonna chiong alot, hoping then i can be stronger when sch reopen.
went to buy ankle weights after gym at TM, $33.90.
i need to when im goin out to jog at nite.
i'm super lonely when i jog at nite, but it's cooling.
no cars, few pp, but super eerie when i take the short route.
who is free to accompany me?

b4 i buy my ankle weights i went to Simei to buy mouse,
because my desktop mouse simply sux, and it's lousy.
cause quite a number of deaths when i'm gaming, and i need a good one
$28, but $25 for members. shacks.
i din bring my bro's card, $3 more sian.

at evening i went to play bball at CC and 450.
at CC i perform well,
but went to 450 wif 1 of my fren there slack and shoot, form no more
then got tis 2 guys wan play 2v2, then i ok lor thought play play onli
guess wat? they play super rough.
i rmb the 5th ball that they scored, it was in my possession.
then 1 guy run behind me, i saw and avoid.
but he knock my arm away, and i lan lan lor.
stare at him. nvm.
later on 3 on 3 they oso hit my same arm again.
now my rite arm totally weak.
no choice but to use my left arm to play already, and im super piss off
manage to elbowed them, and get some small dirty tricks in return.
in the end we won, but it's a hard fought match.
rite arm super pain now.
tml morning still hving trainin in sch.
i dont know wat to do, sure slack and play very lousy like dunno wat.

i realise i prefer to keep things to my own.
and writing down in blog.
because my blog is so dead. no one tags, and i guess no one read.
i dun talk much already, going to be emo
i hate it, but wat to do?

dun talk to me about my problems, because i wont talk anything about it
it's hard to find a good fren, or rather a best fren to share things.
all i hv is a good or best fren outside to play, and my brothers to play
i cant find any to share things, and even if i wan, those pp talk like so sian
so how to expect me to share things?

perhaps i should start a new blog already, for personal.
simple layout, no tagboard, because i wont leak the address out.

i will no leak it out, even if you are my good fren outside
or my church mates, or my best kar kias, playing karkias
school frens, and whenever people are concern.

perhaps my God sisters Gloria and Jane will know
PERHAPS onli, sry ar. if u wan to know u all call me or wat i see first
hate me or wat curse me or wat, i wont leak the address out

but dun worry i will still tag at other's blog, or perhaps not.
i dun wan pp to take notice of me, coz i noe im nth in others' life
God knows my problem even when i dont share wif anyone

there is a saying, not sure the exact one, but this is the rough idea.
"dun find pp to play a part in others life,
but play a part in others' life."
i saw it from dunno where very long ago..
but i still rmb the meaning.
i've been tryin to do my part, but sadly i realise none notice me
fine then, i'll stop doing it.

from now, find me go out chill and play play can.
but when it comes to share things, no way.
sharing abit yes i will because i respect the concern from my frens
but more, NoNoNo

pls respect my decision, and dun force me to do things i dun wan.

/Hopped!
7:24 AM

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