went to Changi Hospital tis morning for checkup again
quite a sad thingy
there is a hole in my ear drum, and it should cover up about 2 mths
but 2 mths still too long, and if it's gonna recover, doc say the hole should close
now closing 2 mths still not ok.
he told me to wait another mth, which is 3 mths after the incident
to see whether the hole close or not.
if not, he gave me 2 options

1. leave the hole and do nothing about it
as the hole does not post any harm to me
and there are pp actually having the same case as me living wth a hole in their ear drum
i can still carry on living.
BUT!
chances of gettin infection quite high, and too much of it will make my hearing go worse
i can't go diving, swimming and wild wild wet perhaps, and i hope i can still do water sports

2. operation to cover the hole
after 3 mths, if the hole does not close, it wont close
he suggest a operation to repair it
but i will hv to stay in hospital for 1 or 2 days
i will cost a bomb i believe
and given my family financial status, i won't go for operation

i pray that i can be healed, fully heal

and yes, im going for Student Union
for my last yr, im goin for it
i noe i will be super duper busy
but i dun wan to regret the rest of my life
last yr i wanted to join already
but miss the date to submit my form. sianz
im not going to miss tis yr's
and i hope i will get elected

for some kind of reason,
i feel that i will retain in poly
which is known as yr 4. lol
just because of 1 module, had miscommunication wif my mentor
i thought he is the one to approve my proposal
but not. i don't know.
from yr 2 drag till yr 3. i chould hv finish that module long ago
sian.
hope i dun get retain
and i realise, RP has the higher chance of retaining
die

God bless and heal me

/Hopped!
6:00 AM

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