it's come to realization that
1 to 1 exchange is fair, im my case
i will explain why

in order to support my family financially, i have to sacrifice my weekends
in order to finish my Student Council stuffs, i have to sacrifice my basketball trainings
in order to excel in my designing, i sacrifice my basketball
as a whole, in the process of being a young adult, i've sacrifice my basketball

i'm super sad over these
i really love basketball alot
and when i look back on my achievements in basketball
i don't like to boost, coz pp will say like 'last time wat, now different'
if i'm good, without any boosting, pp will noe
and i really thanked those we trusted my skills and put me in CSC team
hoping my form and everything will come back
'crisis' is what i faced in the team,
'elites' are the players in my team
but for me, i feel liks sucky

die die die,
oh ya i more exchange

to be a competitive DOTA player, i have to sacrifice my other time
which means i have no time except for team training.

good game,
im devastated, really

/Hopped!
11:15 AM

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